im feeling kinda pissed right now. SIGH. sorry ernie. i just need to sigh right now): i do know what happened. but i dont know how im supposed to react. i should be feeling happy. cause i sat beside you. but i feel unhappy that we didnt talk. mann. it sucks. sometimes i wonder why i even like you :/ when i seem to be a stranger, an invisible one, who dont seem to be present in your eyes.when you talked, it was as if i didnt understand your language. when you smiled, it was as though it was faked. i dont know why. but perhaps the best is just to remain as we are right now, not to get any further.


math class was funny. while he was teaching, then suddenly an MSN messenger icon popped up. SOMEONE JUST WENT ONLINE! hahaha :D damn funny okay! so paiseh la he. oh wells, people have their own mistakes (:
malay was boring. but i felt myself getting more and more involved in the lesson. i started crapping and laughed to and AT myself. when the sentence asked for "at a shopping centre", the first word i put down was "vegetables" haha!! damn crap okay! i SERIOUSLY didnt know what i was reading la. serious.
geog was freaky. i failed the mock test la. she just came in and asked us all to clear our tables. and everyone went like "but the test is on wednesday, right?" haha! it was REALLY unsuspecting. and i TOTALLY didnt study for it la ): oh wells.
english was basically at the library. haha! kelly was so cute. she took a hairstyle book. then when he came, she actually lifted her skirt to cover the front page of the book. haha! damn funny la. then he was like trying to tell her to put down her skirt la. HAHA!
science was normal. i didnt pay attention, again.

dance was successful(: we managed to complete the whole song. well, yes. i have to insist that teaching huiqi the steps was REAL hard. you just REALLY have to be patient with her. and i really respect ernie for that. okay, and maybe aisah. but i seriously cant take. SIGH.

today's trip to school with aisah was cool. the boys from the special school made us laugh all the way to school (: haha! they're all so cute la. "NO...I CANNOT...I GOT ORANG KAHWIN AT BEDOK....!" damn cute!!


hakim's on the papers today, malay papers. with shahrir<33 fathul and some other person. i think shahrir's damn hot la! maybe not in the papers. but when i see him in person, he looks so cheeky. HEHH! :D oh!! and i saw MAHDI!! :D haha! that cute small ass. he was the smallest athlete in the team la! haha. and when i sent him the pictures, he went like "i look like a dwarf amongst giants!" and he actually laughed at himself la. haha! damn cute.

the song they last played yesterday was cool(: after the prize presentation, they played GOODBYE MY LOVER. then they didnt let the song end, when they stopped. i felt so sad): then suddenly, they played the song BAD DAY!!! :D then i left for home(: damn cool okay(:



but i still wanna take pictures with you ):